Day Sixty-One - Nothin' to Say

I suppose it was inevitable. It was bound to happen eventually. But I have nothing to say today. I could write again about my walk, what I was listening to blah blah blah but all of a sudden it seems so pointless and futile. I've certainly plummeted downwards in terms of my mood. Seems to me the rest of the world is ready to emerge from this lockdown and get back to normal life. I feel I'm going to be left behind because I'm not. I was discussing my lack of strawberries on the phone to a friend who said why don't you go to the shop and get some? It's quite safe. I wish I had that certainty. Because I don't feel safe. People are unpredictable. Maybe the threat of the virus has decreased and I'm all wrong. But what if it hasn't and these people who are behaving with less consideration are putting themselves and others at risk. I have this horrible sense that before we know it there will be a second wave. 

So I'm not going to go on and on. I'll leave it here for today. Maybe I'll feel I have something to say tomorrow.